Not-Single Mostly White Female

July 25, 2008 at 12:18 am (Boys, Emu, Family, Fucked up, Justice, Love, Rant Rant Rant)

It’s been another fun day in Casa del Here. I think someone stole my mail and there’s no word yet on The Brother’s surgery.

It’s been a weird day emotionally, I think because of that. PMS and unmedicated Bipolar Disorder. It leads to a lot of sleeping, starting the laundry then forgetting the laundry, preparing food then getting too nauseas/hot/lazy to eat it, and the acne…the acne. The horror.

Justice sent me a random text message today; short and sweet. Random short and sweet text messages are the best. I want/need to see and tend to someone today but our weeks are just so completely out of sync that we just can’t do that. It’s a bummer but that’s fine. I know he cares for me and I know that I care for him and someday we will be able to see/talk to each other more.

I’ve gotten pretty good at rationalizing the random moments of being a complete headcase, in case you haven’t noticed.

Getting an email from Texas Cuss helps quite a bit. I missed her so much it hurt.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go through the Help Wanted section again and heat up a burrito.

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